up.
not up.
were you lying when you said you love me back then? playcating the retarded american? i sound angry, i am not. as a matter of fact, im still smiling from sunday night. i just... got a vibe, if you will.

like being on a see-saw with a fat man, one just mas too much more than the other. but this is me creating doubt, my mind convincing itself that this weekend was too good to be true.

maybe it was, maybe it wasn't.

but i'm still smiling.
- antigen-x

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