up.
not up.
my grandmother is sitting in a hospital and she knows she is going to die soon.

she looks better than i expected. i'd be a mess if it were me. she's much stronger.

it sucks balls, but the way i figure it, you only got a certain amount of life to live, and i'd rather not spend it being sad.

but god i love that woman so much...

she deserves a heaven, and i wish i could give it to her.

oh nanny...
- antigen-x

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