up.
not up.
all i want to do is live. i took a step back and watched me in action, and i have no self-esteem problems at all.

there was a party, if thats what you want to call it. not really more than ten people. here's my point:

ryan drank too much. he puked and passed out. as soon as i came back to the house, i heard this, and woke ryan enough to talk to him. he asked me to get everyone out, and i did. quick as a motherfucker too. the efficiency in which i accomplished my task.

and i just quit smoking after tonight.
- antigen-x

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