up.
not up.
i dont have any hobbies.

i've noticed everyone i know has a talent. they're good at something. everyone is good at something. so what's mine? i've never applied myself regarding anything, justifying it with the excuses.

i'd rather be kind of good at a lot of things than really good at one thing.

i'm not kind of good at lying.

so what is it i do? i write, but am i good at it? i suppose that's not really my place to decide.

i know what i want. i want to make a book that comes with a music cd and a video tape and a website.

in other words, i can't make up my mind.

any suggestions?
- antigen-x

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